20.3.12

Hm Hm Hm....

I've been feeling stagnant lately, despite the fact that so many things have been going well for me.  I have a great life, I get to see my brother and sister everyday, and through that help my mom out.  I am engaged to the most wonderful man in the world who thinks I'm the greatest thing since anything.  I just can't help feeling...just kind of blank.  I'm happy, don't get me wrong.  I just feel like there are so many things I'd like to do and I feel so far from accomplishing them.  I want to lose this baby weight, I want to plan my wedding and get married, I want to get to a place where Corry is happy in his job and we're more than comfortable money-wise.  (We're doing much better with money, lately.  We're all caught up and things are hardly tight, we just needed time to learn to budget!!)  I want kids!  I've been praying a lot for direction and guidance, and I am just not hearing any answers.  Maybe for now I'm supposed to just stay put and be in this happy place?  I guess I need to spend some time with the bible.

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